Night Music. Part 1. (12.5.13)

The world cocoons around me

Night music sways in soft rhythm

The sky above is darkened, later than usual.

 

I see nothing that’s right in front of me

I only see light years away,

The places where only dreams float

 

Night music is what I live on.

I see it dance in the air around me

 

Silence stretches on.

 

Only I hear the music

 

They all stare as I dance,

Turning around and around

To a beat that only I can feel

 

The word to the songs wrap around me,

Murmuring assurances that one day the living begins

And the simply existing ends

 

The day when the music is more

 

Night music

 

I hear the rush of water

The boon of life.

 

I hear the oxygen rush as things pass,

The poison of the earth that nearly nothing can live without

 

I see the horizon lighten

I still see the darkest point of the sky

Directly above me

 

Telling me that it would be lighter anywhere but here

 

But I like it here

I love the dance of Night music

 

I can feel it’s hands around me

caressing

caring

Breathing

 

Trapped in this atmosphere

But happy here

 

Happy nowhere else

But in this hell

This kind of torture

 

Night music sees me as I am

I see it as no one else can

 

Somewhere someone believes without a doubt

I do not.

 

I only see the night music

It’s precious type of air

the way the black shadows take over

and the way they will always come when

Light is gone.

 

Somewhere there are those who sing with the Night music

I am content here

Without song

Content

 

I lie back and breath in the Night Music

I can taste it on my tongue

And I can hear it echoing in my mind

 

I persuades me to dance,

To touch

 

Content without song

But incomplete without dance

 

Water and Air

Some could call life itself

It’s more complicated then that

 

It’s tangled

Complicated

Horrible

Complicated

Scary

Complicated

And Beautiful

Beautiful.

 

Contentment

Is harder to explain

Harder to find

 

Night music is all around me as I think

I dance

Touch

Feel

Heart

 

I see eyes watching me

There are enough people in my head

I don’t need any eyes watching me from where only dreams float

 

Yet there they stay

The noise in my head, from the people who I give birth

You don’t have to conceive to birth

 

Only dance in the Night music

Only if you must.

 

Sing if you must

But find the contentment

 

Entropy increases, no end

Your pain gives others a brief moment of pleasure

The balance of things

 

You pleasure is only an instant

Remember and it will last you a lifetime

 

I remember the magic

I hear the Night music in my mind

Whether it plays or

Not

 

The rush of air propelled is above me

The singing never stops

Points of light in the distance,

Light years away,

Watch me,

 

The noise in my head never dies

I promise each life I give to paper

I will remember

The night music they gave me

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